I'm pampered. Anti-social.Attach.
Only god judge me.
yesterday. / Trueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. / IF. / im bored , want to go out ! / MYE. / hello people;]farah here.duhh la kan.so hello , hi... / for fucking today ?i cried at school.pft -.-HAHA. ... / 3months , 2 weeks , 3 days. / Bored. / baybay ku (: /
i know ! / Saturday, May 1, 2010 @ 4:55 AM
i know , if i hurt you that much.
never mind , i know your sacrifice is soo much ,
fine , i'll shall not hurt you more.
you're my best brother and i may not be your best sister.
i know , i know.
thats why ,
i'm just a disappointment to everybody , i know.
i know , im fucking selfish .
I KNOW !
i just know, nevermind .
now i know myself , fucking asshole.
i hope i don't exsist on life , neither in love !
damnn ,
its okay , if you WANT to forget me , or may things may change me ,
as your best sister .
But , i know.
i don't care , a thing , just forgive me in everything i just did or say.
i just can't pay baack your good-deeds, cause your mum is true.
IM BAD ! FUCKING BAD !
nevermind , i know myslef.
HASHHHHH , nevermind.
you'll never understand me , nobody will .
Haishh , only myself can make it true.
i know , so in your last post.
okay , it hurts most , but maybe i deserve such a negative comment , i dserve .
YEAHS , i deserve.
hate me , please , hate me !
two days of tears ,
DAMN !
things in my mind just can't stop thinking .
yeahs , i know.
i AM NOT a good one for you.
i just leave & abandon you , when you needme,
but when i need you , you're always ready .
BUT ....
its okay ,
you just no need to help me , or [try] to help me .
cause ,i will make it clear to him .
which i need to bear with myself.
GOSH , why is this happening ? during my exam time ? OMG !
pleaseeeeeeeee ! help me .
i know , one way which can help me in everyrhing ,
which is ,
just one thing that will never hurt me more than what i am going to do .
Okay ?
trying to stop crying , but i just can't.
loosing such a great brother.
HAISH ,
okay , now ?
you need to be alone ?
so am i .
but if you thing of leaving me , i can bear the consequences.
of my own .
:'(
tears,
cryingg even *
im just a bad hole , i know !
nevermine , how many times i said ,
it will never make you forget what i just did .
OMG , pleaseeeeee , make me die for once !
`leaving him ?
never mind , i know your sacrifice is soo much ,
fine , i'll shall not hurt you more.
you're my best brother and i may not be your best sister.
i know , i know.
thats why ,
i'm just a disappointment to everybody , i know.
i know , im fucking selfish .
I KNOW !
i just know, nevermind .
now i know myself , fucking asshole.
i hope i don't exsist on life , neither in love !
damnn ,
its okay , if you WANT to forget me , or may things may change me ,
as your best sister .
But , i know.
i don't care , a thing , just forgive me in everything i just did or say.
i just can't pay baack your good-deeds, cause your mum is true.
IM BAD ! FUCKING BAD !
nevermind , i know myslef.
HASHHHHH , nevermind.
you'll never understand me , nobody will .
Haishh , only myself can make it true.
i know , so in your last post.
okay , it hurts most , but maybe i deserve such a negative comment , i dserve .
YEAHS , i deserve.
hate me , please , hate me !
two days of tears ,
DAMN !
things in my mind just can't stop thinking .
yeahs , i know.
i AM NOT a good one for you.
i just leave & abandon you , when you needme,
but when i need you , you're always ready .
BUT ....
its okay ,
you just no need to help me , or [try] to help me .
cause ,i will make it clear to him .
which i need to bear with myself.
GOSH , why is this happening ? during my exam time ? OMG !
pleaseeeeeeeee ! help me .
i know , one way which can help me in everyrhing ,
which is ,
just one thing that will never hurt me more than what i am going to do .
Okay ?
loosing such a great brother.
HAISH ,
okay , now ?
you need to be alone ?
so am i .
but if you thing of leaving me , i can bear the consequences.
of my own .
:'(
tears,
cryingg even *
im just a bad hole , i know !
nevermine , how many times i said ,
it will never make you forget what i just did .
OMG , pleaseeeeee , make me die for once !
`leaving him ?